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[Apr. 22nd, 2009|08:29 pm] |
Today I got up and went to the doctor to get my prescription filled and make sure I am still healthy. I am.
Then Joe went to get his hair cut at Supercuts. There was a Stylist their doing a lady's hair and it looked really good. Maybe I'll save some money next time I need my hair done and go there. The guy I go to now charges me about $100 every time I see him. It's a little much.
We then did a little shopping and found a wine store near where we live. The lady that owned it was very nice and invited us back for the wine tasting on Friday and Saturday night. She said its a great way to meet people and network. Maybe meet someone that can help Joe find a job. So... we are going back Friday and look forward to having a good time. Should be cool.
I got my nails done today, ran/jogged and walked over two mile, and I'm now chilling out and drinking a little Whiskey. Tomorrow I work till close. Unfortunately I'm going to have to hide my car for fear someone with vandalize it. Someone broke off my damn antenna on my new car!!!! Dammit! |
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| She works hard for her money |
[Apr. 21st, 2009|10:30 pm] |
I got a text message from my old boss thanking me for my hard work at my old store. The inventory results came in and the shrink results were much lower than they were the year before I got there. It was really nice to know that my hard work paid off. Sometimes it is very hard to tell what kind of impact one can have on a store until you see the numbers in front of you. Apparently my many hours researching, making partnerships, observing, and being sneaky sneaky paid off. I am very excited about that.
Enough about that! Today I worked with my boss and Stevie looking hard for shoplifters. No luck today. The store was so dead. All in all, it was an ok day. Now I am at home watching American Idol that Joe recorded for me. I always like watching the first and last of the show. Tomorrow I have off work and we are going to have a blast. |
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| Update.... I'm back! |
[Apr. 19th, 2009|10:08 pm] |
It's been a long time since I've updated this thing.
Today I went to work this afternoon around one. Work was pretty boring until we had a shoplifter. I guess I can't really go into detail on this thing about my cases. Too bad though because my job is sometimes the most interesting thing going on in my life.
Anyway, I just got done watching the Natalie Holloway movie on lifetime. So sad. Too bad the bastard that was responsible for her death is still walking around. Good thing there is such a thing as Karma.
Tomorrow I've got work till 5 and my Mondays are always really busy. Hopefully It'll go by fast and I can get my butt home to work out and play. I really need to work out because I feel like I'm about to bust my pants.
Here is my update since the last time I was on here
1. I graduated from GSU May of 2007.
2. I moved to Charleston to work for Kmart as a Loss Prevention Manager Jan 08
3. I got married to Joseph Church in Statesboro, GA April 5, 2008.
4. Joe and I got sick of Charleston and so we moved to Kennesaw,GA and I currently work for Belk as the Loss Prevention manager in Alpharetta GA.
5. I lost almost 20 pounds over the past year and I'm trying to get down to 125 pounds |
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| Job Offer |
[Nov. 29th, 2007|01:51 pm] |
Ok, I got a job offer from Belk for the loss prevention manager position in Hilton head. I was almost certain that I wanted to take the job until I heard from a friend that it would be a horrible idea. He never worked in Hilton Head, but he shared with me horror stories about that store that scared me out of wanting to take the job.
I want out of Statesboro, period. I found out a few days ago that Kmart, the company I work for now, has a loss prevention managers position open in Charleston, SC. I asked my boss if he'd get me transferred there. He said to send him a letter today and he would work on it. Last night I tried to turn down the job for Belk but they are now willing to let me turn it down so easily. Damn. Now the guy who wants to hire me is coming to Statesboro today and try to change my mind. I don't know what I want : |
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| I am so drunk! REALLY DRUNK |
[Feb. 10th, 2007|04:26 am] |
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So here I go with my random thoughts. P;ease excuse my randomness. I am so happy to be in the position that i am in right now. Tonight i had the best time of my life at Joe's house. Not only did I play a lot of "Flip Cup", but I met some really cool people. Helllll Yeah! I met someone tonight that has the same kind of fucked up family as me. Before I could even finish a sentence about them, she finished it for me. When our conversation was over, she was so happy to know that she was not the only one to have a fucked up family like mine. I would never wish a family like mine on anyone. Dealing with complete monsters is a living nightmare. However, there is not one fucking bitch or prick in this world that could look me in the eye and make me cower(did I spell that right). So fuck all you badass wannabess because my dads children are the spawn of the devil themselves. I have dealt with them all. I've hit the floor crying and have been in more pain that one can imagine. I will never let anyone talk down to me like that again. If i ever do i pray to the gods that i find the strength to remember what I have gone through. |
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| Here I go again |
[Jan. 17th, 2007|05:14 pm] |
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Seems like the only time I post on this thing is when I am upset. It's really a good way for me to vent. It's not like my life sucks or anything. I'm graduating in May. I have a great boyfriend. Decent jobs. Wonderful friends and family. It's just that my dad.... I'm so worried about him. He's sick and i feel so helpless about the situation. I want to take care of him but I'm at a place right now where I am trying to start a life of my own. His other children won't speak to him, me or mom. They are completely out of the picture. My mom is too old to take care of him and he refuses to go into a nursing home. A part of me feels as if I need to just get a place and take care of him myself. I don't want to see him unhappy. I just don't want to have to put my future on hold. It's a big responsibility. I just want to cry. |
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| Holiday's |
[Nov. 27th, 2006|06:47 pm] |
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Is it wrong for me to hate Christmas? I lost the christas spirit after my dad had his stroke. I just wish it were January now so I can get on with my life. I want I had my dad back the way he was!!! I miss going to his house and helping him decorate the house in chritmas lights. I miss going driving and looking at other peoples christmas decorations. I don't even have a place to call home anymore. My dads house has been sold. My apartment is my home. oh god.... so I'm going to visit my brother in Arkansas this christmas and try this holiday thing out one more time. If it turns out badly again, I'm just going to forget about. |
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| Depression |
[Nov. 6th, 2006|10:10 am] |
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I'm so sick of being depressed about my dad. I worry so much about everything. I'm at the point where I am physically sick from all of the stress. I can't concentrate in school. It took me forever to finish a paper today that should have gotten done yesterday but my mind is everywhere but where it needs to be. :( |
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| School, Boyfriend, Rocky Horror Picture Show |
[Oct. 17th, 2006|03:39 pm] |
Well, it's my final year at Georgia Southern University(I hope). If I can pass my College Algebra class I'll be heading out of here with a BS in Justice Studies. Minor in Theater. I'm ready to graduate and move the fuck away from here. I'm taking 16 hours this semester and there is always a test, a paper, a quiz, homework, or class assignment that is due. Oh... college would be so much better without classes.
I met someone this semester. His name is Joe Church. He's 21. IT major here at GSU. He graduates a semester after me. We've been going to the same parties for a couple of years now. I just never met him until this semester. We met at our friends 21st b-day party called "Anything but clothes." My friends and I showed up wearing newpaper dresses that we made and other people wore ducktape dresses, trashbags and boxes. The Birthday girl, Tasha, wore a dress made out of condoms! Really cute. Anyway, Joe was wearing a Jack Daniel's box around his waist with a thong underneath. I met him earlier in the night with my friends. Jenna, my BF, kept talking about him and how she wanted to take the box off of him so he'd be in his thong. She was so funny. She's loves naked men!! Anyway, I ended up having a conversation with Joe and some of my other girls later that night and while I'm standing there talking to him and everyone else, he hands off his beer to someone else and leans me over and kisses me. At this time I'm so embarrassed that I ran off and drag my friends with me to the bathroom. I can't go into detail about the conversation that we had but basically they were telling me to go for him. They really liked him and thought he was cute. I was thinking the same thing So.... to make a long story short, I end up staying the night with him(no sex, just making out). We spend all Sunday together. Stay the night together again, and spend all day monday together(there was no school that day). We have be inseparable. I'm absolutely crazy about him and so happy. He was an unexpected surprise. At the beginning of the semester I had the mind set that I would not be meeting anyone and that I would get my shit done with school, party, flirt, whatever. Now... I'm doing all that with someone that I really care about and love.
Ok.... Rocky Horror picture show is coming up again. It's my third year directing it. Jack Jackson, my bf, is co-directing it with me this year. The performance will be Halloween night, 11pm at Carmike theaters. Behind the Mall. We have two theaters so we have 2 casts!!! Very exciting.
Anyway, I'm getting the fuck offline now, I've got a paper on Human Trafficking due on Friday and I've been fucking around for way to long on here. :) |
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[Sep. 14th, 2006|01:49 pm] |
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I can't bring myself to update this thing anymore. I'll try again later. |
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| Last enty for awhile |
[Jun. 10th, 2006|02:47 pm] |
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So I leave for my job as a drama director and camp counselor tomorrow morning. I'm very excited but starting to get a little nervous. I've got so much to do and less than 24 hours to do it. Really hoping that it all gets done. Hope everyone has a great summer. I'm leaving my camp address on facebook and myspace if anyone wants to send me mail. If anyone is going to be in the orlando area this summer, call me and maybe we can meet up. I'm only 30 minutes away. |
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[May. 22nd, 2006|03:31 pm] |
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Getting ready for camp. Checking out 10 books full of drama activities. Try to organize my ideas and how I'm going to do everything. Getting CPR certified tonight. Physical on Wednesday. Buying bus ticket next week. Shopping, packing. Ready to leave Statesboro. I've got to get over this cold. Not feeling so well right now. Don't have time to feel sick. Busy Busy Busy.
Greasy-G is playing at Oasis on Wednesday night. Looking forward to seeing them.
I freaked out my mom the other day: Just for fun! I was not feeling well... again... and I was playing around saying that I was dying. We both laughed and carried on. I then went on a rant that at my funeral I wanted my casket to be black with crimson red interior. I wanted black and red roses. I wanted the Chip n'Dales to carry my casket and Ozzy Osborne to be the minister. She knew I was playing around(sort of) but was horrified that I said such a thing. Hahahhaha. I thought it was funny... took her a few minutes to convince her as well. Once I finally calmed her down she asked me what I wanted to wear in the casket. I told I wanted a pink corset with little white skulls holding my hair back. Yeah... my mom about had a fit. he he. Then she asked me about my wedding and if I was going to wear a black wedding dress. I told her that I had not planned that far in advance. She almost beat ME!! Her 21 year old daughter!!!! Hahaha. Fun times. She loves me! Just thinks I'm a little out there.
Ok- enough play time: Back to work |
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[May. 15th, 2006|06:34 pm] |
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I want to dance tonight!!!! |
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[May. 12th, 2006|04:48 pm] |
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trying to find another job... I HATE working at the Eagle Diner. HATE IT. |
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| Bleed just to know you're alive |
[May. 10th, 2006|06:57 pm] |
Every time I go to update this thing I change my mind and delete it. So... hopefully I'll actually post the following:
Finals are over and I made Dean's list!!! Fuck yeah Bitches! One more year left to go and I'll be out of here.
Going to Lake Wales, FL soon to be a drama director and camp counselor at New Image Camp. It's going to be a good summer.
I've decided to live in Bermuda Run next year with some friends. I figured that it would be much easier to live in a place where utilities are included with the rent.
I've been seeing this guy who lives in Savannah for about a month now. Really liked him. However he kept pissing me off. He would never show up on time for anything. Last night he was going to come over and stay the night with me. I ended up falling asleep. Three hours after I talked with him he calls to let me know that he is on his way over to my apartment. I was like "Um, it's too late for you too come over here. Anyway, there is already someone else in my bed. Good night." Well, I was not lying about someone being in my bed- my friend Lousia unexpectedly came over last night and crashed at my place. I just did not inform my little guy friend that there was a girl in my bed. Whatever. Fuck him for being so disrespectful. Actually, I am glad that he did piss me off. I really liked him but he did not want to be in a relationship. He just wanted some ass. I'm just glad I never gave into him. I'll be satisfied if I never see nor speak to him again.
In observation of myself over the past month with this guy I noticed something rather disturbing:
I knew that he did not want to be in a relationship and that if I were to do anything with him i would be wasting my time. However I still continued talk on the phone with him, send text messages, and let him stay the night with me.
I did all of this to myself knowing that it was not a good idea. I knew that I would get attached. In a way I DID get attached to him. I know this because when he finally told me that our friendship would go no further than "friends with benefits," I cried(not in front of him). So I asked myself why I was deliberately setting myself up to be disappointed.
I realized that I was happy just to feel something. I was content as long as I could feel an emotion towards a guy. I've been a glutton for punishment. Not that I really ever wanted punishment to begin with but didn't care that this would happen to me.
god... I'm lame. I've become one of those stupid girls
Yeah- I needed to FEEL something. So I felt a little pain. THE END |
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[May. 3rd, 2006|06:19 pm] |
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Mine and one of my best friends friendships is really fucked right now. Wondering if it's ever going to be fixed. Is it worth fixing? Yes. Do I have time to fix it? NO! I'm slammed with these papers. Does she have time to fix it? YES. Will she? I don't think so. :( If it does not matter to her should it matter to me? Even if the probleem was adressed would things go back to the way they were? Maybe. It's hard to tell. This sucks |
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[May. 3rd, 2006|06:13 pm] |
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Dude... I've only smoked like- a couple of ciggs. this week. go me! |
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[May. 1st, 2006|07:05 pm] |
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Hey- Jenna has a livejournal. Parygirl1659 is her user name. She wanted me to let you guys know. She's added some of you so check your user info page. Ok.... that is all. |
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[Apr. 29th, 2006|03:24 pm] |
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What the hell is going on here? I don't understand. I'm so over this. |
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